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rar... [22 Apr 2005|12:41pm]
Homework waits, fluids sit in front of me....and I feel like doing something, but I don't know what...not the homework, though. I promise, it &*will* get done....even if I have to force myself to sit down and work through it, which looks like it might be the case. I am seriously doing something I shouldn't...which is procrastinate. I'm gust glad this final's on Tuesday...it's the hardest one and then I get to relax.

I will also have to start packing due to the fact that I am leaving the day of my lit final and that thing is at one thirty. I leave at five thirty. So there we are...today hasn't been too eventful yet, though there may comean entry later...I am starting to be really scared about going home due to the fact that I am startingto pick up albums that mommy dearest is going to find...well..objectionable.

Good day to all and hugs.

The Phoenix
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umm... [22 Apr 2005|04:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Oh my gods, no....no, no, and did I say no!!! This is not me, but it was quit amusing....if anyone thinks it is....let me know, kay?

Your Life Path Number Is 8


You are focused on learning the satisfactions to be found in the material world.

The Life Path 8 produces many powerful, confident and materially successful people.

You are apt to be very independent, forceful and competitive.

Your routine is involved in practical, down-to-earth affairs, and there is relatively little time for dreams and visions.

You will want to use your ambitions, your organizational ability, and your efficient approach to carve a satisfying niche for yourself.

Most of your concerns involve money and learning of the power that comes with its proper manipulation.

This Life Path is perhaps the one that is the most concerned with and desirous of status, as an accompaniment to material success.

You are endowed with tremendous potential for conceiving far-reaching schemes and ideas.

You also possess the tenacity and independence to follow them through to completion.

In short, you are well-equipped for competition in the business world or in other competitive fields of endeavor.

You know how to manage yourself and your environment.

You are practical and steady in your pursuit of major objectives, and you have the courage of your convictions when it comes to taking the necessary chances
to get ahead.

The negative 8 can be dictatorial and often suppresses the enthusiasm and efforts of fellow member of the environment. Often, the strength of their own
personality excludes close feelings for other people with whom they come in contact. Material gains and rewards often become issues of utmost importance,
even to the neglect of family, home and peace of mind.

Dedication to success can become an obsession.

Emotional feelings are often suppressed by the negative 8, resulting in isolation and loneliness.

All Life Path 8 people must avoid discounting the opinions of others.

I won't kill you, I promise. Material things don't mean much to me unless given by friends...thank you!

Like I said, though this was rather interesting.
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wow... [22 Apr 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | rebellious ]

Andy and I hung out again tonight, and it was rather interesting, as it usually is.

We went to subway and got something to eat, and were going to go to publics to pick up some MD for me, but I didn't want to miss a bus and have to hang there for like two hours, so I passed and just bought a twenty ounce bottle there and had him refill my large cup tht I got with my chicken tarioki sub.

When we got back, I went to his place and hung out in his room for a bit. He introduced me to Foo Fighters, the song "Rape Me" By Nervana...and handed me a Staind album. He also had...Nellyville....woooooot!!! I was an extremely happy woman. So of course....for temporary purposes, I have the album on the comp. Once I buy it, however ... away it will go. I just ... have got to have this album...and fuck my parents. I'm about to say that anyway and Mom and I will probably sit down and have a nice long conversation ending in "Hey Mom, as long as you don't have to hear it, may I please listen to it?" I am twenty-five after all and I have a funny feeling that my college career is going to be the one place where I am going to pick up at least some albums she will not find listenable. Not too many, though. I already have Ruben, who's style she doesn't like ... so why not add more?I'm also about to pick up some old school shit like Salt and Peppa and some of the early nineties music that I grew up to and that was around while I was in high school. Mind you, she was saying about sis years ago that even if I were twenty-five and black, she wouldn't let S&P in the house. Sorry mother, I know I still live beneath your roof and all, but it's inevitable that this sort of thing will find its way into the hous whether you like it or not. I have this funny feeling that music will become a bone of contention between me and my parents (especially my mom) before the summer is out. The three hiphop artists I am looking for at the moment are Canye West, 50 cent and Nelly. Not that I won't be looking for others later, but at the moment, these are the top three on my I Want Now list...that and John Legend, even though he's not in the afore mentioned genre. I've heard from someone who's been to his concert that his piano skills are out the rooff and absolutely amazing, and that in itself makes me go MMMMM......meow!!! So now that that's been established...I suppose I should go off to listen to said temporary had album...until I get the courage to stand there in front of my mother and ask for it.

I digress, however...he asked me about feeling lonely because I had mentioned while we were waiting for the bus, so I told him about the lonely feelings I sometimes get and what they do, and how I deal with them. While waiting for the bus, we sort of debated musical likes and dislikes and talked about certain reasons why I can and can't listen to certain kinds of music ... like the really really heavy metal stuff. It's not that I won't try some types of music I've never been exposed to, it's just that sometimes there's a bit more negativity in some of the music, and I tend to pick up on that...especially in the really heavy metal stuff. It's weird because with some other styles it's not as bad, but with the metal...well it's just weird like that, I guess. So we kind of had our first disagreement without really fighting, which wascool. It's kind of interesting, though, how sort of nervous I am around him. It's taking me a bit longer to grust him than it is for some others. I'm beginning to wonder if the situation with Indiana boy did more psychological damage to me than I want to think about. Anyway ... off to enjoy Pimp Juice for the umpteenth time ...

The Phoenix

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