The Phoenix (thepheenixeyri) wrote,
The Phoenix

Dreams...not explanations, though.

Hello all,

It's been maybe one or two days since I've posted here, but not much has been going on to post about except for phone calls to people and other things. Boring days to follow, and more than likely depressed ones, too unless I can get the initiative down and start calling around for volunteer worke. There is one thing, though that I made a decision on and that is,I have decided that it is time for me to start a dream journal...and not on the computer. I am also thinking of starting a book of shadows of sorts where I chronicle the development of certain things. For reasons of spirituality, I feel it will be of benefit to me to do so. And since it is *my* book of shadows, I can put whatever *I* feel like putting in it, which is what I like. The even betther thing about this is, since it will be in Braille my parents won't even know what it is. I may even cut myself off from everything for a bit to find out where I truly belong and what my beliefs really are. Not that I don't have a good idea as to where I'm heading in that vaine, I just would like to be certain of where I stand so that when I tell people, I'm not bouncing from one phelosophy or set of beliefs to another. I am also going to probably include my dreams in the book as they will also be part of my development. My brain is still recovering from school even though it has nearly been a week and ahalf since I left the university, and yes, for those who care, boredom has seriously set in. I'm about to give my voice teacher the shock of her life and call her today to see whether she would pick my instruction back up even though it's been almost a year since I've contacted her. I hope she does, it'll give me something to do and if I can get Fridays again, perhaps I can cary it into the school year and continue it through the semester. If I can do that, I won't be so upset if I can't get into the choir class because I will still be using my voice in a way that will please me immensely. I enjoy singing....muchly!! Also the piano will be the other thing I will pick back up as she was teaching me that as well, Yep Familiar, you have another piano person, though I don't know much other than a few formulas and arpegios at the moment...I haven't been able to get past the beginning stages due to life's way of getting in the way. I used to play in high school, but lost most of it when I left and didn't practice for three years.

In any case, I suppose I should get to calling people to see whether this can be done. Until later all.

The Phoenix

PS I'll probably be posting later whether or not my teacher picks me back up or not...ha, and maybe I'll just set it up to where I can get lee tran to take me out so that I go by myself instead of having the parents take me. Smiles.
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