Keep mom in thoughts and energyes and prayers because after this term is out for her school position she has been let go. She has already started asking around and calling, but let's just hope she can find one to go to so that she doesn't start stressing. That's the last thing I need right now. I know she'll becoming to me, because I am the only one she can blow off at and let her steam out on...arhrhrhrg!!
Also, Dad is still looking, so I know that if she doesn't fine one for next year and he doesn't find one bby this summer, she is really going to be stressing, for good reason, mind, however I'm not going to be able to handle all of it. I just hope I am able to handle whatever she throws at me. The new counsellor started getting cases today, so I'm seriously going to be on the phone to Sherry tomorrow to see whether she ever got my e-mail...then it's time to see this new female face who will be my counsellor for the next who knows how long.
I was extremely pleasantly surprised today when Colin let me pick him up...I mean really pick him up. He laid on my lap for the next fifteen minutes and allowed me to pet him...I love my baby, I love him to bits.
Now it's off to bed...and yes...I think i will break down and go the pain med route...and it is going to be...something that will put me to sleep faster and last longer. Have a good night all.